c5......aPple 's ToTs........c5

Our Fatty love..

2011-12-23T04:01:00.001+08:00

Times flies so fast that it had pass five years since my breakup from the guy that love me hard.. Admit that I was once a very demanding girl.. When I hurt you never did I once think of how it feel.. Thou I know it hurt but I still insist the way I do.. But I'm really feeling glad that you found your true love.. Hope happiness be with you always..

Sometime I really do feel tired of searching high and low for a reliable support.. Thou independence is a must but sometime a shoulder to rest on will make it even more perfect.. Recently I get to meet my fatty.. Thou he may not the right guy that everyone think of.. But definitely he is the guy who show me how he wanted to protect me.. How he wanted to give me security and assurance..

Maybe everyone will have doubt with our gap.. But what important most is do we have that doubt too? Seriously I do.. But he show me that the gap mean nothing at all.. Though he have his own character and attitude but never did he once show it to me.. All he show is his heart toward me.. Both of us know, we are tired of the road we are walking.. We will be the partners to walk down together towards the end of the road..

Every now and then he will say "I love you", everyday he wake up he will txt me good morning baby and end the night with a Kiss and love ya baby in the phone.. That's truly sweet.. But sometime I will wonder is this all sweet talk.. All those honeymoon period stuffs.. He seems to be able to read through my mind.. ;))

I may not be the expert to read ppl expression but from the nervous look he trying to compress down when I'm playing emotional game myself.. From the about-to-cry face when I say nothing to his question, I know he freak out.. For the first time in life I realize I shouldn't just give up on this guy like I once did.. I should learn to cherish this guy like how he hold me in his arm.. For all the effort he putting in me I know I can depend on him.. Bless me and him :)

I love you baby <3 071211 <3

2011-03-04T01:16:00.001+08:00

Today 04032011.... If we are still tgt... That will be the third month now.. But everything has it ways...

Why do I still miss you even though I know you are still behaving the way that I can't accept.... Why is my heart questioning itself....??

Left with a year to go.... And u will be out of my sight... This is what I told myself... I can do it well.... Seriously I hate to act like as if there is nothing in front of you.... I hate it....!!

I will make myself stronger and be more firm.... This is my life, should not ruin it...

领悟

2011-03-04T01:08:00.001+08:00

我以为我会哭
但是我没有
我只是怔怔望着你的脚步
给你我最后的祝福
这何尝不是一种领悟
让我把自己看清楚
虽然那无爱的痛苦
将日日夜夜在我灵魂最深处

我以为我会报复
但是我没有
当我看到我深爱过的男人
竟然像孩子一样无助
这何尝不是一种领悟
让你把自己看清楚
被爱是奢侈的幸福
可惜你从来不在乎

啊！　一段感情就此结束
啊！　一颗心眼看要荒芜
我们的爱若是错误
愿你我没有白白受苦
若曾真心真意付出
就应该满足

啊！　多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首来时路的每一步
都走的好孤独
啊！　多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚
任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

Deeply affected by this song...!! *Cry cry*

2011-02-11T19:14:00.001+08:00

周惠话题 LYRICS

面对面坐着的是不是你,
爱情还在不在进行.
想问你是不是想要放弃,
却害怕你也在问自己.
分手是我们唯一的话题,
却没有人愿意提起.
如果一开口变成了结局,
我的心就会离开身体活在过去.

爱不爱结果都叫人伤心,
我不知道该怎么做决定;
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记.
你是否也有相同的难题,
你的勇气里有我的命运,
我不知道你会不会决定.
我想我现在还不够清醒,
该爱着你,该离开你,
还是继续--逃避

09022011

2011-02-09T22:49:00.001+08:00

How times flies....!! It had been nearly one year since I last blogged....!!

Memory was failing on me.. Or rather I dun wan to store anything inside me.. STM they called..

Things wasn't getting better as I grow older.. Work doesn't seem to get any better.. Relationship doesn't seem to work out well.. Even friendship I wasn't even maintaining it with care..!! So what's in life is that I care..!!! (u_u)

I dunno either...!! But I miss my baby now.. But just as I said, he wasn't the one for me.. I hurt him so he had the rights not to bother bout me..!! So I'm not going to let him know too..

School starting soon, can I face him just like I used to..?? I think so..
[不是不爱、而是彼此个性不配］
He's just too popular with the girls, and he's not giving me enough security not to run away.. His attitude his reaction etc.. Just show me that he gotta better choice out there beside me.. If that so 我成全你..

Feel so apologetic to my friends... Like neglecting them in a way or so.. But friends are suppose to give you support in the things u do and not decision to make to choose between them or others.. Sometime in life it's hard to choose.. 对得起这个、就对不起那个..
对得起自己就对不起别人... So what should I choose..?? I choose myself..!!

Same goes to work.. Everything you gotta choose between answer or not answer.. Answer and u have to be responsible for that..!! Not answer u are to be blame for that..!!

L.I.F.E. How impressive you are to human..!! Live In Fucking Environment ..!!
Simply just couldn't abandon everything here and gone.. If can, I will not be here..!! Who know maybe somewhere out of this lifecycle..!!

2010-03-21T00:14:00.002+08:00

WowOwowOWww.... time reallie Fliessss......
so fast it is march of 2010 le... like i haven done anything lor..
i wanna find a job with good boss good work and good colleagues..
Is it possible?? i Doubt it....

Wanna start a new job search le...
Seems like cant stay in a job fer long as there will alwaes be a person to stop me from staying..

i noe it's the attitude i should blame moiself fer...
but when ii trying to give moi best shoot and i have to face those bad guys i reallie tink i'm down on luck.. why i always met this ppl....??

i reallie did do moi best why do they say wat they heard,
and not find out how hard ppl are reallie wking...??
waste all moi hardwork.. moi passion moi time....

cant eur see how hard i had done..??
i'm very tired on staying here...
trying moi best to keep moi job well, but not appreciate...

Is there a place i can go??????
a Job tat accept me....??

2009-12-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

Suddenly felt like crying....
it's not that i'm not feelin well
it just that my heart need a break..
Cry out all the problems i'm facing w/o doing any thing..
Have not been really crying out since the last time on the phone with jaime..

Women are 70% made up of water..
i have cry alot almost every month..
Cried when i watching movies listening to songs and even reading..
when will my tears going to stop dripping..

Human's life is never be fufil..
Wanted to be love
Wanted to be rich
Wanted to have alot of Friends
wanted someone to really care for
wanted to be recognise for during work
wanted to have the Whole of the life..

But sometimes friends just dont u'stand
no one reallie does..

Do I.....?? Many times i dun 2...

If one day i become silent, will anyone notice..?
If i am not as cheerful as i am, will anyone like..?

I hate people who are not true..
but i'm not true myself how to dislike others..

Smile is from the heart and not from the face..
Is really happy and not making myself to be happy..
It's something that most adult do not have and children have..
Because they have simple thought and simple feeling..
Sometimes really hope time can be stop at the moment when i was a child..

I just like being simple
Simple ways of living
simple dressing
simple thought
simple feeling
But life itself isn't Simple at all..

To get what you want, to achieve it you must give out something in return..
Everything had the same logic..
One must learn to give & take..
Is yours will be yours if not just let it go..

a small talk with my colleague today..
saying about future.. about work..
i ask her:"Do you have a dream?? do you know what is the job you want..?"
She answered me:"Of cos i know.. it's to be a ......bla bla bla..." Sound so confident..
if i can be as confident as her that will be so nice..

2009-09-27T18:35:00.002+08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart againI guess
I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feelI need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

2009-05-17T16:00:00.018+08:00

Hmmm this week is like so tiring..

Lucky get to go out of Singapore fer a while even if it's

jus a while..

Saturday, 16/05/09

Yeah Yeah Yeah we went to JB, Jusco

colour hair trim hair and buy tinkies..

went to wang jiao to eat our dinner.

this crispy noodle is nice.

Wow the drink is super duper big

Haha who dare to say she dun haf waist see so slim..

haa =)

Siaw Lian & Me [nerd]

hahaha manage to get this spec from Taiwan By Winnie & Mei Fen

Haha the 3 of us went 2gethter..
happie happie..

Mei Fen & Me

Thursday 14/05/09

Hahaha went to daiso and saw this hat..

look like Jap...?

Ah nie pick this hat

lolx Funnie ya..

Two ninjas hiding in the office..?

Hahaha poor tink they are moving the shelves which have a lot of dusts..

Wednesday, 13/05/09

Yeah Meme's Mum finallie made this 面粉果
for me.. it's yummie..

See she is preparing it..

Hard Work..

this is the kuai dat she made..

2 type of flours with the dong chai..

this is the beehoon soup dat will be add on

to the kuai. wow reallie so yummie..

2009-05-10T16:41:00.011+08:00

Today is Jaylen 1 months old!!

but am not feelin well so never go over to his celebration..

but will visit euu soon.. =)

Ya last week did alot of moving in the office, do we look

like nurses..? haha we are group into black & red by coincidence..

The Coolies of Our Dept Coolie (2)

After a week of exercise (shifting) finaalie it's weekend..

And YES , we had steamboat ytd at

tingting house.. Yummiee..

she wake up early in the morning to prepare..

Thanks ya, ting..

slack after eating too full to move about haha..

oh of cos zi lian photo of me and hippo

Ahh manage to take a photo of wen-mei mei before

she went out haha

the black and the white..

And we had a choc fondue after the dinner but forget to take pics..

also drinking champagne & cocktail yummie

haha tingting's dad tot the cocktail was just orange and drink a full mug of it

but was allergied to alcohol whole body red red.. but he say it was nice lolx..

after a nite of slacking cum enjoying cum using brain & energy

we are back home at 6am..[so tired.. ]

it had been so long we had stayed out so late..=)

2009-05-03T21:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPIE MOTHERS' DAY in advance..

hmmm went to Ding Tai Fung today with mummy to celebrate..

jus the 2 of us..

haha after dat went to Haagen Das fer ice cream..

Yummie =P

2009-05-03T19:44:00.016+08:00

Set off to Taiwan on 020509..

hmmm went to eat popeye before they check in..

yummie mash potato and fries

why is it so nice hahaha

mei fen & lee yee
wiinie & her friend

hahahaha remember to get us nice nice tinkies ya..
Ahhh lucky euu remember to write a list haha..
=)

after they set off is our time..
....lalalalala....

hmmm we go to T3 to walk around
and also do some sketching provide over dere..
leeyee(left) & moi (right)

after dat of cos go fer coffee and tea..
hahahaha.. yummie

2009-05-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

Happie Labour Day!!

wow earn 1 day to slack..
keke... i miss the poppeye mash potato..
Tml gonna have it..

also to send ah nie & ah fen off...
so good go Taiwan.....
i wanna go again, miss the mango ice & mee sua @ ximenting
xiao long bao chicken cutlet & oyster egg @ shi lin...
miss the bread @ 1 station..
so many food to eat.....

Ah leen,hippo & ting when are we going dere again??

2009-04-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

how i miss the life when we were in school...

maybe fer some they tink is still de same but seriously i miss the stressless life..

Working life is completely diff from school life...

Wat more is when euu growing bigger de more stress euu have to face...

I tink i need more energy to grow...

2009-04-20T00:10:00.002+08:00

CONGRATS to Candy Tay for giving birth to baby Jaylen

我不是你想象那么勇敢-------- 梁文音

2009-04-04T13:29:00.005+08:00

有时候太坚强笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH~
你不要追问我还缺了些什麽

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

2009-03-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

Acute stress reaction

Definition
A transient disorder of significant severity which develops in an individual without any other apparent mental disorder in response to exceptional physical and/or mental stress and which usually subsides within hours or days..
Causes
By definition, acute stress disorder is the result of a traumatic event in which the person experiences or witnesses an event that causes the victim/witness to experience extreme, disturbing or unexpected fear, stress, (and sometimes pain) and that involves or threatens serious injury, perceived serious injury (usually to someone else), or death. Acute stress reaction is a variation of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) and is the mind's and body's response to feelings (both perceived and real) of intense helplessness. Symptoms may include anxiety, impaired judgement, confusion, detachment and depression.
Symptoms of Acute Stress Reaction
The symptoms show great variation but typically they include an initial state of "daze", with some constriction of the field of consciousness and narrowing of attention, inability to comprehend stimuli, and disorientation. This state may be followed either by further withdrawal from the surrounding situation (to the extent of a dissociative stupor), or by agitation and overactivity. Autonomic signs of panic anxiety (tachycardia, sweating, flushing) are commonly present. The symptoms usually appear within minutes of the impact of the stressful stimulus or event, and disappear within 2-3 days (often within hours). Partial or complete amnesia for the episode may be present.
Symptoms of Acute Stress Disorder
Symptoms of acute stress disorder are: numbing, detachment, derealization, depersonalization or dissociative amnesia. Continued re-experiencing of the event by such ways as thoughts, dreams, and flashbacks, and avoidance of any stimulation that reminds them of the event. During this time, they must have symptoms of anxiety, and significant impairment in at least one essential area of functioning. Symptoms last for a minimum of 2 days, and a maximum of 4 weeks, and occur within 4 weeks of the event.

2009-03-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

Moi Family of Six... =)
taken on 140209

2009-03-14T17:12:00.002+08:00

A BIG THANKS TO ALL!!!

thanks a lot to ppl like
Animals Group-Hippo MeMe, Elephant Ting & Hamster Leenie..
Moi colleagues cum buddy-[LayKwan big dino mama, MeiFen the dino, Winnie-SiawLian-LeeYee the 3 musketeers]
=)
Love ya gers lots....
thanks fer ya support moi dears...
w/o eur i tink it's hard fer miie to go on..

I will be fine de... Dun worry bout miie..

Aside to animals friends--- iI MISS EUR!!
and sorrite fer the cancel of moi trip wif eur..

i got alot of things wanted to say & type..
but i duno how..
too much tinks to say...
too much feelings to let it out...
i can olie say:"THANK YOU"

2009-03-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

最近不知道为什么总觉得我的身体不像是我的

是太累了吗？？有太多的事情接踵而来我快受不了了。。

老天爷喜欢在不经意时给人们一些意外和惊喜。。

惊喜的到来让人们快乐的手舞足蹈

但有些意外的到来往往让人们不知所措。。

但是生命没有TAKE 2，时间一天过一天

并没有因为谁好谁不好而停止过。。

每天的笑容背后到底有多少泪水？？

人在脆弱的时候说自己很坚强是真的吗？？？

我想相信但我知道那很难。。。

2008-10-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

OMGYM..
Am i reallie too heaty..?
why do moi eye keep having inFection..
now the other eye swell le..
*HELP*

-i'm sorry-
i didnt mean to cry out dat day
i was jus feeling low & need to cool down
but i jus cant hold back moi tears
hope i dint scared eur out of wits
and thanks fer worrying bout miie..

i feel so tired bout life
can anione save me out of here..
How to stop time from carry on..
i jus need to vent out all moi emotions..

do anione out dere u'stand me?
*Shouting out loud*

2008-10-15T13:22:00.002+08:00

On mc today eye infection--> eye stye(doc told miie)..
jus change moi blogskin but haven settle it...
so long never update le..

how time flies.... it's mid oct now..
and i'm in moi new company fer 1 years plus le...

i'm so tired... [physically & mentally]
gng to move moi seat again..
how to settled down when keep shifting place..
everytime change procedure once we familiar with it..

once other dept move in have to change certain routine & change place too..
dun reallie like moi new seat..
but no choice in order to earn $$ have to be adaptable..

it's time to get out to relax.. so stuffy here..
going for a small get-a-way to bangkok next week
but e situation dere like so unstable
abit scardie wor.. but hope wont have so much tinkie ba..

2008-08-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

super super long din touch moi blog..
aniwae jus let it have spiderweb...
haha... soooo bussiiie & tired...
merger of dept reallie can be so luan and not use..
i missie moi old place.. *hais*

wow wow wow
wat happen lateliie..?
have weddings and bdae on & on....
seeing ppl getting married like so xin ffu....*so envy*
*yawn*
go back dreamiin in moi sleep..

2008-05-22T15:47:00.004+08:00

hmmm read the wo bao today,
saw the news bout the sze chuan ppl.. is very saddening...
rmb i read the papers the nite before,
i actually cried out which shock moi sis..
(tinkie wat had happen to me)
till moi mum told her tat i was reading the news.............

Life is Short... --- Do Treasure Everyone bSide eUu..

suDdenLy hAf de urge 2 eat ChoCoLate....
hmmm ask moi colleague to help me buy chocs
when on the way back hope can get it... =D
HAHA thou weather is very HOT &
i'm quite heaty this few days but still i want chocs...
cos not feeling very well chocs is moi medicine can cure all moi sickness...

2008-05-16T14:43:00.001+08:00

吴克群 - 为你写诗作词：吴克群作曲：吴克群
爱情是一种怪事我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子我忘了说最美的是你名字
爱情是一种怪事你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子我忘了说最美的是你名字
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子我忘了说最美的是你名字
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的样子

2008-05-16T11:04:00.003+08:00

蒲公英的约定

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定那样清晰
打过勾的我相信说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
一起长大的约定那样珍惜
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情

2008-05-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

HMMMM............ TIRED..........................
cant really focus much on work,
everyday sleeping hours seems like not enuff...
Aarghh... Dun have much mood this few days...
keep swinging swinging...

Off wOrk lE.....
gng home le...

2008-05-06T13:44:00.002+08:00

HOT HOT HOT.................
This is the word i can use to describe the weather
after i get back from taiwan....

I Miss Taipei!!!
i miss the food, the wind & the shopping
feel like going back again....

2008-04-03T14:34:00.002+08:00

wOw WoW wOw iT's beeN sO lOng sIncE i lAst uPdATE...
Hmmm wat am I doIng Lately...
I have Become a small Tcher.. Cos there is a Colleague
from another dept and i was appointed to teach her...
So have to let her endure moi boring teaching...
=)
And Feeling real Tired Nowsaday....
WHAT HAPPENED..!
feel so restless nothing can seem to wake me up....

2008-01-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

HappIe New Year 2008

finally it's a new year...
Spend my last day of the 2007 and the 1st day of 2008 at XT house..
it was the 2nd time we spent the day 2gether
hope that a new year will have a new beginning.
but every year i will have all moi frends by moi side..
=)

but working time flies so fast *blink*
still haven realise i keep keying 2007 instead of 08..

one of moi colleague started part time skooling le...
haha Gambate ne!!
bUt poor me no one acc fer lunch today..

gng off work le... *fLyinG*

2007-11-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

*yawn* early in the morning got big big rain...
it will be sucha nice weather to sleep..
but hafda drag moiself up cos i have no more mc...
hmmm ytd was on mc due to gastric flu...
good tinkie is can make moi tummy smaller abit so
can fit in moi dress more nicer... but baddie is whole body no strength
and face went pale pale de...
but no use cos i like yummie food so not much difference...
=) colleague say i chubby more cute so cannot slim down if not
they dun like APPLE le...

heex but aniwae was bad to normal after having moi medicine..

2007-11-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

yahooooo.... thanks ting ting fer changing the blogskin fer miie....
like it lotsa.... so cutie...

hmmm sorrie gals i didnt update moi blog fer quite a long time le...
nowasday working got ot quite tired de....

lolx gals i seems like missing euu all alot ua....
thou we meet up ard 2 weeks once but why does it seems so long.....
rite leenie...

2007-09-30T17:48:00.000+08:00

Work fer a month le.. tImes past so fast..
but really feel great when i was been informed to convert to full time...
thanks gers fer feeling happy fer me...
just wanna someone to share moi bit of happiness euu was dere..
thanks buddy too... haha feel u weird weird recently de... *not happy*..?
hmmm maybe...

this month past so fast cos of lotsa activities...
cycling shopping outing... all keep me out from being lonely..
i'm a happy gal.. =)

2007-08-31T19:05:00.000+08:00

HappIe BirthDay tO Tan Xiu tIng..

Wish ting ting owaes happie and xin fu owaes follow euu...
thanks fer ur blessing everytime now it's moi turn to bless euu..
-
<0>
IL
yeah yeah today having steamboat over at ting place...
it have been so so long since we have dinner at her hse...
lolx.. onlie a few months back den.. but i have been so long never blog le..
moi blog gng to have fungus moses le... anyway i have been jobless or should
say on HOLS fer nearly 1 mth le....
to CJ thanks fer e memory you gimme in the past thou we have no more fate but still we have lotsa of room fer frends... AGREE..!
hope euu can fang xia tong and jie song kai xin....
take kaire and good lucks....

k lor i now going to makan le... seeya guys ard soon...

2007-08-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

sian sian sian...
i've been rotting at home for quite some time now....
being bussiie fer july and august ...
birthdaes and gathering all fall together...
but it's a nice thing...
reallie like the feeling of being togetherness....
feel great with friends and dun feel like being alone...
hais getting old le...
everything so sian to me....

2007-07-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

Why WHY whY....
Times realliE seems like flying de.....
tomolo zhuzhu gng army le....
tonight is the last nite got him acc to eat dinner le...
haix.. sianx...
so fast again one to moi new job le...
i miss ya guys so much like so long nv meet up....
LONELY.LONELY.LONELY
wat actually made me feel tat way.???
aM i jUSt e ONli 1 wHo fEEl TaT way.... T.T
aNiwaE moI liFE sTiLL haVE tO cOntinUe....
HoPe It JusT gEt bEttEr. *pRayiNgsILenTly*

LOOKING FERWARD MTH END.... =)

2007-06-17T07:53:00.000+08:00

wow wow wow....
so fast one month pass by le...
and i had already started a new job le...
i onli have 2 weeks of moi rest days thou i dun feel tat it's enuff....
but money jus seems not enough too...

hais.... reallie dunno wat i wan...
why do i feel so moody...

jus now saw JL online & chat with him fer a very short while...
reallie it had been a long long time since last saw him...
frends are really really impt to miie man...
w/o you guys bringing me laughter and fun i suppose i cant survive...
lolx...

when a person get older they will feel more lonely...
and i tink i am too... haha...

love ya all lots.... i will treasure wat was given to me...
and not take it fer granted... Thanks all fer being moi frendz...

2007-05-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

monkey 去当兵了。。。。
hmmmm so fast ....
zHujiao aso gng to go in le....
以后不可以找猪脚了。。。。
hafda wait till 1yr and 10mth later if he go in...
hahah wanna see their botak head....

contract快完了。。。
心情好轻松哦。。。有一种微风吹过的那种感觉。。。
不过刚要萌芽的恋情也吹了。。。但还好我没事。。。
不过就有一点难过罢了。。。因为不适合所以就分开了。。。
缘分 are always playing me... haha...
maybe i shall take a break...
hmmmmm aniwae 再过1个星期又3天我就要吃西北风了。。。。
也不知道要做什么工才好。。。。？
but like wat the old ppl say:'休息是为了走更长远的路‘
哈哈。。。 tata oso wat JR papa say to me...

k lah.... 不写了。。。停笔了。。。
再会。。。

2007-05-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

wOw nO woRk toDay hahah....
sLacking oVer fRenz pLace bUt nOt mAny ppl oFF...
sIanx.. haha Jus sAw lIang & mOnkEy bLog..
They aRe rEallIe sUpErb Can load so much Words anD pIcs...

Aiyo Aiyo => monkey's fav
heCk la => leenie's fav

hahah thrU ouT all the joUrnEY tInk tIS is the FOur wOrds
tHAt cANt LeaVe our mOuth....
lolx...
Hmmm sEems Like EveRy1 oF us Cant wALk out Of oUr TrIp fer tHe tIme bEing....

mIIzz eUu aLL.... bUt cAn gEt a mEet Out nExt sAt wiLL bE gUUDd....

2007-04-20T23:49:00.001+08:00

oooohhhhhhhhhhh 好久没有 write moi blogg le...
不知不觉就过了3个月。。。
哈哈刚从泰国回来，真是太好玩了。。。
第一次踏飞机的经验还不赖，虽然有一点不适应但还是很快调过来了。。。
哈哈，哦花了好多钱噢。。。
现在又要top up moi bank le....
have to 打工打工了。。。。
hmmm this trip is with leen liang monkey jaime & ting....
so enjoying amd nice
but endless nitemare tooo....
every nite dere will be a pillow fight....
hahah...

hmmm wondering why i type so slow...
hahah... so lat ele next time den continue....
keke...

2007-02-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

first dae of e month....
hmmmmm thou it oreadi pass...
hais....
smth troubled meee...
wat actuallie happen to moi frenx out dere..?
were they fine?happie?or smthg happen..?
not i dun bother or dun care
thou i noe bussie wasnt an excuse....
but if either one of them had problem i will always be dere...
hmmmm... seems like some one not reallie happie with meee...
*tinking* did i do or say smthg wrong..?
i really dunno....

2007-01-28T02:23:00.000+08:00

~dang dang dangdang~
"LAO PA" "LAO MA" WISH EUUUR HAVE A BLISSFUL LIFE from now on...
yeah finally getting on e red carpet le...
sooo happie fer euuur...
but everything jus dun seem rite fer me...
cos euu invited two ppl tat make me had a mixture feeling...
thou they both belong to two diff side of invitation....

hmmm reallie dunnoe wat get over me tis lately....
seems so moody...
dun even noe how to descripe it...
anyway tired today le....
nitex...

2007-01-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

*blink*
wow so fast a new yer started le.....
like fly fly fly like tat haven even seen and it past..
hmmmm moi contract ending soon [1 yr reallie so fast wor]
wondering will they renew or
can i found a better job...?
hmmmmm....
watever it is i noe i hafda workkkkkk,.....
so tired of working......
miss misss e old schooling times we have.....
miss every one but euu.....
hafda stop moiself from tinking of euu...
dun have e feeling of finding love again....
so tired of tat... reallie giving up hope on that...
think of earning $$$$ better.... lolx...
hey gals do take kaire wor weather cold wear more clothes ya...

2006-12-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

sOOOo fast a month gone...
Tis year is ending soon...
So is moi feeling...
hoope it wIll be a new year fer me...
everything a fresh start..
moi job, moi life...

2006-11-26T03:28:00.000+08:00

todae we have A small gatherin...
rite gals... fun and enjoy...
but somehow somewhere moi heart fly out to eUu...
our cute cute zen have reallie grown...
so big le noe how to walk le cute....
but he gimme a kick so hard so pain... lolx...
hmmm... i want to be happie and well but why must i think of euu...
tink of euuu reallie make me weak...
i'm wondering why ppl owaes like to drink why have prob...?
so wat if they reallie can ferget it 2daee...
but they will still rmb it tml...
*sob sob* weak man i told moiself to be strong...
i noe i can and i olie can do tat...
aniwae tired todae take kaire everi1...
dun fall sick ohhh.

2006-11-11T03:48:00.000+08:00

how many days had past..
i oreadi lost count of it..
but time simply jus cudent stop..
moi mind hAd ask me to stop tinkin but not moi heart...
but i have tried moi best...
losing doesnt mean i lose evrythg but w/o u it reallie seems diff...
i miss ur smile ur care ur everythg...
are they reallie rite tat u r jus avoiding e responsibilites of being tied to a relationship...? i will never noe...
Singapore mite be small cos we met..
but it is big too when i cant get to see u even if i try...
but nvm i'm learning to get up w/o u...
thou falling hurt...

hmmm wking life reallie hard to go on...
but time jus flies...
sometime wondering wat do i reallie 1...
i had been tinking bout lotza tinkie..
like save up a sum fer backpack tour
[to go out see e world and learn new tinks]
or continue moi study...
i reallie dunno...
there's no lite to guide me...

no matter wat happie/sad life oso hafda go on so i noe which to choose...

miissing moi skulll life...

2006-10-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

so long so long nv update le..
wat happen to me........
i leave moi diary untouch fer sucha long time le...
*haix*
if reality can be rewind can i stop at e day i 1st met you!!!
i really hope to fall fer euu but i'm not sure tat will u catch moi fall??
tink came and go past me so quickly tat i haven have e time to treasure..
i dun ask fer a promise as i noe it meant to be broken..
tink another 1 month i will erase all moi memories i have with you...
even thou it is a good one happy 1 but i cant bring them all with me now..
there are too much tink to care fer now...
frenz will be e 1 to forward my saddness and play fer me happiness..
thanks fer being moi frenz...
i Love you all...

2006-07-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

hOw lOng have it bEen sinCe i last dRopped by..
aNd sEems liKe eVeryOne iS aDaptIng wEll tO their LiFe noW..
bUt sTiLL i mIss tHose dAys wHen wE aRe tOgheRtheR...
sO meRry sO funKy...
i lEarn quiTe alOt fRm moi wK plAce...
iT caN be Fun or cAn bE dUll..
Just dEpenD on hOw TO sEE it..

EAt aLot aLot sInce sTart wOrking..
OMG hOw tO shAke oFF tHis haBit wHicH sTarT frm ITE...
haha i thInk i sTill hAVda cOntInue wIf iT.. LOLx.

i mIss u Gals aLot...
Like So long nv mEEt le...
sOrrIe caNt maKe iT fEr the MajONg seSsion laSt LAst wEek..
i wIll TrY to mAke it e nExt Time...

SO long nv go
--->tanning..
--->tok gossip
--->around eating dElicIous fooD..

TAKE GR8 CARE GALS...

2006-06-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Time really ^FLIES^....
iT aLready one mOnth of mOi wOrking Life..
How fast IT is..
cAnt bElieve it..
bUt it quite eNjoying rIte nOw Xcept fer OT OT & OT..

HAPPIE 15th BIRTHDAY QIQI..

THurs- went tO cELebrate QI's birthday
wIf mOi SeC sKul frEnz..
(one frenz' sis)
wENt tO eAt bReeks aT tAKA..
dUN tRY e FISH & CHIPs.. DAmn SALTY...
den headed fer home..
thanks tat dae no OT..

FRI- COmpaNy D&D..
actually off at 5.30 sO shiok..

SAt- wOw had moi 1st FISH & CO..
sOoooo nIce i Like the PrAwn dOu i seldOm eAt..
Sooo sWeet haha..

wOnDering hOw mOI neXt wEEk wIll gO oN..
NiCe or bAd..

okIe tat's all fer today...

2006-06-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

Ooh safe and sOund i being thru the 2nd week..
finally i get some1 to haf lunch with..
i'm back to moi old self le...
and tat is my sleeping bug is coming back fer me..
but aniwae i wont sleep de la dun worry frenz..
cos i cant get to sleep dere too..
and i finally get to meet u gals le soooo happy..
and now singapore sale alot of tinkies i wanna buy..
when can i get enUff of it.. lolx..

i happen to saw this phrase from moi frenx blog..
And i really tink it's true..
does it make sense..
wat do ya all tink??

[The customer is the most important visitor on our premises. He is not dependant on us. We are dependant on him.

He is not an interruption of our work. He is the purpose of it.

He is not an outsider of our business. He is part of it.

We are not doing him a favour by serving him. He is doing us a favour by giving us the opportunity to do so.] bY: mahatma gandhi..

2006-06-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

Sunday cOme.. MondaY fOllow..
e dAy before jus mSg Liang @ msn..
hE wEnt NS le..
tOmorrow going back to wk le..
from the one week of work..
i am so lonely..
no ppl to go eat lunch with..
no ppl to talk to..
i am in a jail..
but still moi colleague are gr8..
they teach me the work..
a new new experience..
hope i can get use to it soon..
thaks to ting ting and miie..
msg me and tok to me during lunch time..
if not i dunno how to guo..
thanks eveybody.. haha..
erm i'LL try to be faster in moi speed..
haha eveyone GAMBATE..

2006-06-03T02:35:00.000+08:00

----------------JULY BABY --------------
>>Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be
>>understood. Quiet
>>unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
>>Easily
>>consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful.
>>Friendly.
>>Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and
>>easily
>>hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving
>>but
>>never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides
>>others
>>physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
>>Caring
>>and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary
>>and
>>sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No
>>difficulties in
>>studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the
>>old
>>friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
>>unless
>>provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
>>Repost
>>this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in
>>the next
>>12 days

Do you tink it is true..?

2006-05-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

OOh... gOung tO eNd fEr aNother dAy..
TIred tIred tIred..
wEnt tA sHOp 4 e BBQ sTuFFs tOdae..
All meat SeafOOd aNt sTuffs....
tHe sMell oF fIsh mAke mE pUKe *VOMIT*
hOld mOi bReath uPon reAching tHe fIsh sTall..
Lucky We wEnt oFF bEri fAst..
eRm lOOkin fErwOrd tO da BBQ sessIon..
tOO maNy fOOd tO eAt...
FAT FAT FAT...
bUt YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY..
*^-^*
iT wLL bE fUn tOmmOrO..
a SmaLL gAthEring aFter gRad..
rEaSOns: -for those who found their job..[XT,JT,SC,ME]
-those who went NS [WJ,YL,YK...]
-tHose wHo wEnt POLY..[WR,RO]

Kk..gOing sLeep lE *yAwn*
Nite nItezx.. MissYa gUys muCh..

2006-05-23T12:02:00.000+08:00

finally get to update le..
YEAH YEAH now going to get a more stable job le..
hope they want me.. lolx..
today accompany Grace 4 a medical check up..
hah.. today XT not free cos hafda wk..
OH MAN!!! i'm getting frustated easily lately...
WHY?? WHY??
Nevermind i'm not going to find out what happen..
Die le.. Keep on eatin when stress up..
HOW??? FAT FAT & FAT..
Aniwae going to have a BBQ session le so dun care so much..
OOh will be busy tis week..
THURS- went to meet up wif my sec sch frenz..
FRI-go buy some bbq's item..
SAT- YEAh wOnderFul BBQ session..
SUN- Work at LUCKY..

2006-05-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

Ooh.. nOw going to be part of the interview group..
haha.. now waiting for jaime's check up..
cos she has been call up fer de 2nd interview..
bUt XT and mE sTill nO neWs yEt..
i now uSing e cOm frm e Clinic jaime having check up at..
lolx.. dun bother bout her both XT and me are using e om..
haix.... going to see where need ppl den go interview le..
now findin $$$$$ is really hard..
must do more part time 1st b4 i can get into any office work..
or else i shall declared bankrupt..
Gtg.. dRopp in aNother time..
haha.. see XT blogg fer detail...
lolx..

2006-05-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

FINALLY.. i made it to the last day of the fair..
LOLX.. i was sOoooooooo tIred man..
aNd i mIss aLl moi pAls..
hAHhaaa..
sOrrIe xIu i nV gO meet u aLl tAt day..
sO miss..
Tomorrow can see u le.. *haPPie*
sOrrs Ling cant tOk to you long..
wking tat day..
but tInk u r too busy to pEi me too ba..
haha..end here le next time more energy den continue..

2006-04-28T01:13:00.000+08:00

haix..sian man..
start moi part-time life..
now wkin at kiddy palace(B1) free come find me..
Till 7th May oly Oh..
aFter Tat beCome jObLess le..
bUt thAnks tO lOtsA fRenz fEr cOmPany me tHru mOi bOring Life..
haha..
tIng tIng ar..
nExt time beta dUn uSe cUtter aGain k..
Haha..
i"ll bE aFraId.. sCare mIe cRy aGain..
i'LL cry too de..
Take KaIre fRenz..
ALL the bEest fEr WL(durian) and RO(pika) fer ya studies..
ANd others gOing NS jIa yOu too..
LOL..
k la..
stOpping heRe..

2006-04-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

my heart is so so so empty..
am i doing it all in the wrong way..
should i hold u any longer..
i knoe it should be over for a long time ..
if i didnt hold u back..

but what i can do now is let u go..
maybe in tat way u'll be much more happier..
i'mm sorrie fer ur saddness..
but it will be a great memories to review back..

WISH YA ALL THE BEST>>

2006-04-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

being a few days sfter exam..
nothing to do..
seems like wandering ghost..
anywhere wander..
no one to goes to..
no place ta keep me..
my heart is empty now..
maybe our our CHEMISTRY is end..
please guanyin-ma set me free from all this..
give me a job.. =]
find some1 ta take me in..

2006-03-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

HooRay..exAm oVer..
start Njoying wKing Life ba..
Thou iT's gOod tO gRad..
bUt iT's sAd tO paRt wIth aLl mOi bEloved fRenz aNd pAls..
i wIll sUrely MISS u All===>[mrs lee,lao yew,and lots..]
*sObbs*
wIll wE mEEt aGain..
Thanks fEr bEing iN mOi liFe..
IT's mAke diFF..
ALL oF IQF/IQS
wOnt 4get u guys..
iT is a WONDERFUL memories fer me...
GOOD or BAD..
sTIll i'll vAlued..
hOpe there wIll bE GAthering hEld eVery yr..
^-^*
LOVE YA IQS/IQF

2006-03-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

Sunny tOday..
it's had been raining fer 2 days..
haha..
oh My..
My sTomAch is sOo pAIn..
rEally wIsh tO sTay aT hoMe anD nOt dO aNytink..
bUt i've been sTay at for those two days getting sick man..
everyday go home after schoole is sLEep aNd SleeP..
gEttiNg sIcK le..
hoW i Wish mY xAm oVer le..
sO Fan ...
Have tO oPen uP mOi bRain aNd pUt e AuDit bOOk in it..
aNiwae lEft wIth one Week to go..
bUt I will bE mIssing eVery1 fROm IQS/IQF
sTAy in Contact fREnx..
MiSS ya..

2006-03-16T12:58:00.000+08:00

it had beeN a Few daYs aFter YOur bDay..
i cAnt fEel aNY HappIness iN me..
Are yOu sUre yOu'll bE hAppIe wiTh mE?
I dUnnOe It..
IT sO CONFUSING..
mAybe i sHould stop tHinking Of ANy Think neGAtive in Me..

2006-03-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

08/03/06 1.59pm

sAve $$$ now le..
have to buy tnkie so mus save..
buying one mp3..
dunno whethern it suit you..
still tinking where to bring you to makan..
i am saving now.. maybe cant bring you to a posh place..
but i will let you be happy now..

mY Dae..(",)v

2006-03-04T10:09:00.000+08:00

Oo i wake up early 2dae..
went to have a jog..
*sUrpRise*
but jus jog fEr aWhilE aNd i "SURRENDER"
dEn aS uSual hAve mOi sOya bean dRink..
aNd mOi eGg Prata..
fEel lYk cYcling tOo..
mAybe i sHall haVe It lAter..

Yest, went tO watch bIg mama..
[03.03.06]
eRm it wAs qUite fUnnIe 4 sOme Part..
bUt i tInk mR CJ was fAlling asleep sOon
iF i dIdnt tAlk tO hiM..
aS hE waNNa wAtch aCtiOn sHow..

i'm a Winner..
cOs yEst hE maDe mE aNgry
dEn aLl tHe wAy hE hAd tO let mE..

aS fOR wat i'm aNgry WIf..
haha.. dUnno..
Maybe Jus pLaying..
Who's nOe iT caN be Real 2..

2006-02-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

oH my Oh mY..
wHat hAppeN tO e wOrLd nOw..
mY wOrld aLso tUrnIng uPsidE dOwn..
aLot of tInk mAde mE uPset...
nEarer tO tHe dAte oF gRadUaTion..
tHe moRe sAd i aM..
WHY...? WHY..?
i dUn WannA tO bE sEpaRaTe wIth You gUys..
mOi eAting Kakis aNd sTudy pArtNer..
gOing mIss yA guys lot...
neXt aLl wIll bE aWay le..
bUt gOt oUtiNG mUz cAll me de K..
i'm aLWaes deRe..

2006-02-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

why ppl have mood swings..
but i have feling swings..haha..
cos i dunno why my feeling is always
swaying here and dere..
my dear i do luv you..
but sometime jus cant control myself from
throwing temper..
can you jus give me more time to change..
I wanna CHANGE.....
i dun wan the old me...
i hate it sooo much..
it often make me feel hurt..
i dun wan you to be hurt by me...
neither do i wan to be hurt too..
i noe i'm selfish but i jus simply cant control moiself..

hOpes is tHe gReaTest Tink i gIf mOisElf..

2006-02-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

Everything began suddenly..
also they went off suddenly...
but at least i have a chance to make it back..
a chance to cherish it before i really lose it..
but do i really know how to cherish it..
..... i dunno ......

why do feelings often come and go as they like..
am i controlling it..
or the other way round..
or willpower can help me out of it..

i am confuse...
can i stop using this sentence..
When? where? how?

2005-12-05T06:16:00.000+08:00

oOh yEah mOi bLog fInalLy can rEad entRieS le..
mUx sEnd mOi tHanK tO mIss justIngna;mIss ShIlEen..
tHank 4 tHeir rEscUe tO mOi bLog Skin..

tHis mOi pErsoNalities..

2005-11-29T11:45:00.000+08:00

ESFPs are fun and delightful to be with. They live for the moment, and know how to make the most of each moment. They are genuinely, warmly interested in people, and love to make others happy. They're usually very kind-hearted and generous, and are always going out of their way to do something nice for someone. Their affection is simple, straight-forward and honest. They dislike theory and complexities. They often resist forming relationships which require them to function on a high Intuitive or Thinking level. They prefer for things to be light and happy, although their warmth and affection runs deep. Their potential downfall is the tendency to live entirely for the present moment, and therefore to sometimes be unaware of the direction that their relationship is heading, or to be easily distracted from long-term commitments.

strength:
Enthusiastic and fun-loving, they make everything enjoyable
Clever, witty, direct, and popular, people are drawn towards them
Earthy and sensual
Down to earth and practical, able to take care of daily needs
Artistic and creative, they're likely to have attractive homes
Flexible and diverse, they "go with the flow" extremely well
They can leave bad relationships, although it's not easy
Try to make the most of every moment
Generous and warm-hearted

weekNess:
May be frivolous and risky with money
Tend to be materialistic
Extreme dislike of criticism, likely to take things extremely personally
Likely to ignore or escape conflict situations rather than face them
Lifelong commitments may be a struggle for them - they take things one day at a time
Don't pay enough attention to their own needs
Tendency to neglect their health, or even abuse their bodies
Always excited by something new, they may change partners frequently

wHat hAppen tO mOi bLog..?

2005-11-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

cAn aNyoNe c mOi eNtrIes..

sickness vfirus everywhere..

2005-10-16T02:24:00.000+08:00

everytink is bad...
every 1 is sick..
xAm is neaR...
mOn is mOi cOsTing paper l3...
dUnnO caN mAke iT aNot..
buT mY GPA aLrdy told mE i cAnt mAke it tO POLY le...
POLY seem faraway from me...
cAn Oli tRy mOi bEst nOw L3..
hOpe yOu gUys[Sai membs]&[aHboI's gang] can aLL
mAke iT tO POLY..
aNd bEtTa dUn gEt sIck tOiLL xAm oVer..
GAMBATE guys/Gals..
haha..

wHy aM i bOthErinG..

2005-09-28T15:13:00.000+08:00

iT's been tWo wEeks sInce yOu wEnt tO aRmy..
i haVe aLot oF tInks tO say tO yOu....
bUt i dUnnO fRom wHere sHould i sTart..

i hAve sOo muCh tO sAy..
bUt i dUn tInk u wiLL hEar tHem aNyway..
haha..

HaTes:
- tAo yAn yOu dUi xIang dE ren hAi dAo cHu Fa qIng xIng..
- hAte yOu wHen mSg othErs gAls alwaes sO ai mei...
- pPl who oWaes sI zHaN lAn dA..
- hate oreo cheesecake..
- hate mocha..
- uR sWeet tAlks..
- uR everythInk..

wHy dO i hAve tO lOve yOu & hAte yOu a/t thE sAMe tIme..
iT's So tIrIng..

wHy iS iT tHis wAy..
aNy1 HeLp..
hElp mE 4gEt eVeryTink thAt hAve tO do wIth yOu..

heyo...

2005-09-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

hey hEy it's be3n sOoooo LonG sInce i lAst uPdAte mY bLog lER...
haha.. i'm enJoying mY tIme nowsAday..
kNow wHy..?
cOs i aLmost sLeep 10 - 12 hrs a day..
hAha.. sCary rIte..
tInk yIliAng gOing tO sAy mE piG agAin liAo rIte..
kEke.. wOw my prOgraMme wAs paCked eVeryDay wIf ya gUys,aLl e 'Sai'..
laNtern fEstivAl,,gOing oUt sHoppIng,,
oOh eVen wEnt vIstiNg gRace maMi tOday...
aNd a cUttie boi tOday..
ha..k la taT's fEr tOdAy dOu sHort but woRds cAnt sAy it aLl..
hAha..

hOw lOng hAve It be3n..

2005-08-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

iT bEen qUitE a lOng Long tiMe sInce i lAst uPdAte mY bLog..
hAve a dUnno sHoUld i sAy bOrIng oR sTreSs oR iNtEreStiNg dAyss..
hAving CA lAst Week..
aNd aL ots oF bAbiEs wAs bOrn tHat dAyss[nIntE3n yRs aGo..]
aNiwAe jUs feelIng gLad i hAve sUch aLot oF gR8 fRenDs..
{fUnky,dArIng,mOnkEy,aNd cUte} ^-^

sInCe fRi tILL nOw..

2005-07-25T05:24:00.000+08:00

hAppI HaPpi hApPi..
tIs is e wOrds i can uSe fOr tIs fEw dAys..
cOs i m too loSt fOr wOrds..
fRi-- sHilEen XiuTing RowEna jAime mEihUa & sUpinG
heLd a small ceLebrAtion bTw ouRseLf..
wE wEnt tO At aT mAgic wOk aT hOuGang dEre..
fOllOwed bY tHey take oUt a cAke..
haha.. qUite sUrprised de..
THANKS gIRLS i RELLY aPPRECIATe iT.. [muAckXxx]
Sat-- my sis & sOme fRenz fRom e bb court
They booked a room at Party World..
and We wEre sIngiNg crAziLy iN dEre..
haha.. aNd tOo tHey sUrpRized mE aGain bY bRingIng
in anOtheR cAke.. i Was sTunTed fEr e 2nd time haha..
wE sang tIll 10 plus dEn we wEnt back to mY blk aRea..
aNd wE bOugHt aNotHEr cAke fEr mY gOd-pA..
hahA.. His bDay is on 23rd wHiLe miNe iS oN 24th..
sUn-- Mr Neo..., hIs rElaTive..
wE wEnt tO hIs cOusIn one month old high tea session..
after tAt i wEnt oVer tO mE3t mY sEc sKul fRenz..
--wAnLinG, liSha anD cArOlinE
wE wEnt tO a tHai rEstaUraNt tO eAt tOoo..
aFter tat lIng hAve tO meeT uP aNothEr fRenZ carOl toO..
lIsHa & mE went tO cAusEwaY sHop 4 aWhile den wE went hOme..

..^[tIme fLew sOo fAsT]^..

2005-07-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

iT's been a Long tIme sInce i lAst wRotE iT..
hAha wOndEr hOw i sPent iT..

dUn rEally nOe it tOoo..
iT's jUs fLew oFf wIth mY bLurrnEss..

eVerYdAy dOinG A/c, tAxation and cOstIng..
aLl bOrinG sTuFfs..

Haha bUt derE's sUmTinK bEsIdE all thIs sTuffS..
We hAve a OcTopus t'cHer tEachiNg uS CosTing..

WHY DO WE CAL HER OCTOPUS..?
--i dUnnOe tOo..
But sInce iT's sTarted SUreLY hAve iTs rEason..
Ermm.. mAybe hEr hAir Like the oCtopUs lEgs..
aNd sHe Like tO wEar lOng sKirt
aNd tHere wAs oNce sHe wOre
a dArk rEd 1 wIth SmAll wAvy cIcLes
tAt wHy sHe's gIvEn a naMe..

fOR TAXATION: wE hAve mRs tan S.O. tEacHing uS..
hEr leSSon wAs sOOoo bOriNg..
sHe rEad oUt wat's oN the Book..

aNd tOdaE.. wE hEard from mRs Lee,oUr fOrm t'cher,
tAt sHe cOmplAin tO aNothEr sTaFf sAyinG tAt mRs lee
tOld Us nOt to GraDe oUr tAxAtIon..
wHich actUally mRs Lee dIdn't..
aNd sAyIng tHAt wE iNfLuenCe IQR..

iT was hErsElf mIsU'stOod uS aNd sAyiNg tHAt :
"i eXpect yOu all tO gRade taxation."

And as a t'cher sHe sHould hAve aSk 4 oUr opTion..

iT waSn't wRong iF wE were oNly aSkinG
qUes oF gEttiNg oUr tAx unGraded..
bUt sHe didn't lIsten PropErly
aNd sAy we wAn uNgRade e Subj..

mAyBE sHe hErsElf nOe tHaT tHe sTudEnts
wOuld bE geTting UngRade sO sHE sAY ThaT..

hAIx dUn wAnna tYpe aNiMOre iT jUs mAde mE moRe fEduP..
cOs mRs Lee wAs qUite anGry tOday..

anIwaE i am hAving CA laTeLy sO proberly get bAck
tO tHis bLoggER sOme tIme Later..

scHooL rEoPen..

2005-06-23T15:21:00.000+08:00

Everything starts anew from now..
nOthing is gOing tO bE the Same aNymOre..
tO all my fRenz..
Love yA guys lots..
w/o uR there won"T be ME..
sOrry fOr nOt bLoggIng 4 wEeks..
hAha no Com cAnt hElp iT..
aNyWay I sPent mY hOls oN wOrKing..
So there wOnt bE tIme 4 mE tO [hU sI rAn xIanG..]
aNd tHanks tO ShileeN xIuTing fOR bUying mE a pResent..
tAt's mEans aLot tO me..
u All sTill rMb me dEspiTe i'm sOOoo cOmmOn..
I'm tOuched tOo..
AnD rowe hAha diD wEll fOr yOur eXam..
And tO jAmiE TinG & sHiL.. kEep It uP gUys..
i Noe u aLl can dO iT wEll de..
aNd lAst oF all..
tO ..'+mR nEo+'..
tHanks fOr eVery hAppy mOments...

~iT sHaLl b3 a bRaNd nEw mE~

2005-05-11T00:04:00.000+08:00

WhAt hApP3neD..?
Lately i haVe bEen qUite eNgrOss iN oNe ActIviTies cAll3d
"SuNtAn-nIng"
hAha aNd haD gOt sUnbUrn nOw..
My face wAs vEry VerY dRy bUt not Hot..
And i Have pEel mY sKin..
wEnt di 1st tIme wIf sHiLeeN tEy aLl..
Annd de 2nd tIme wIth mY sIs..
dIdnt rEally get buRn 4 the fIrst tIme bUt..
nOt so lUcky fOr thE sEc0Nd tIme..

Sudd3nlY rEmemBer wat U told mE,
Yesterday..
i Hate tO LisT3n tO uR wOrds..
TheY aRe -->[HURTING]..
yOu AlWaes lyk to say tAt wHen u R ANGRY and
you never tiNk of mY feeLings iT's hurt.. Realli hUrt..
WHY! why should i care 4 urs instead..

iT's rEmind mE oF 1 song ShiLeen Told mE..

i Tink iT's rIte[the lyrics] by : Bad Habit/DesTiny Child

Am i r3allY tH3 1 yOu rEally WannA tReaSure..
bUt yOu hUrt me mUch mOre dEn When i huRt U..

A n3w Month ArrIveD..

2005-05-05T05:30:00.000+08:00

bU Zhi dAo hAi n3Ng rEn sHou dUo jiU, Zi zHi dAo bU hUi hEn JiU..
+'+'+'+'+'[i'M tIr3d aNd is sIck oF tIs gAme cAll L.O.V.E.]+'+'+'+'+'
WhaT dOes LOVE actually mEanS..???
--Love one always by Ur side....
---Occasioally gif U surprises....
----Verified U as part of them....
-----Envy others wif UR happiness..

Does iT Really mEan taT waY..!?!
But tO m3 iT's oNly mEan tIs
Love ones
Owaes
Verbally vow
Empty promise..

mY rElationsHip sHalL pAthetIcallY eNd heR3..
iT's nOt a eNjoyAbl3 jOurney Thru oUt..
eVeRytHink jUs damn F***
I HATE LOVE!!!!
iT's nOt a least like the story..
All are just iMaginary tInks..

iM sIck & tIred oF tAt iT's Jus mAde mE fEel lOst iN eVeryTing..
+*fEel lIke cRyiNg*+''wEak'' but
NO..
NO
and NOOoo..
i Shall noT cry again,b'cos of U..!
and of tis memory we once had 2gather..

aT lEast mY liFe stilL hAfDa gO oN w/o U..

---+>LiFe sTiLl Go On+..

2005-04-20T01:11:00.000+08:00

iT's bE3n a Long lOng tIme sInce i Last wRote my bLoGG3r..
tIm3 Passed rEaL fAsT..*oLd.lE.la*
wE oNli hAve s3ven we3ks tIs tErm..
But it's Like wE aLreAdy GoiNg oN oUr week fOr 4 Le..
left oLi tHree mOre wEeks lEi..

hOw i $p3nT mY w3eks dUn rEalli nOe..
oNli nOe i gOt a vEry shOrt 2-daes of jOb aT e StaDium..
hAha jUs tAbbIng bE3rs fOr HeIn3kEn..
It's a International Rugby games..
Haha le3n faVoUrIt3..
wE did eNjoy oUrseLf aCtuallY..
oNly Xcept 4 sOme "LTG" ..
tInk u GaLs new wAt i sAying Rit3..
bUt aFter tHe jOb mY bOnes aRe crAckiNg aLl oV3r mY bOdy..
haha..Realli old le la..

Ya rMb mY sIs cOpy Twins Songs tO mY com..
haha enjoy.. **hapi**

..wHer3 sHouLd i bEgIn..

2005-03-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

iT's b3iNg a wEek i hAv3 nOt beEn iNtO my bLog..
+'hA'+ >>>>>>>>> 'sLaCkIng oUt'
LiFe's SOoo b0RiNg nOwaDay..
dOnT ev3n nOe hOw i SpEnt mY oNe WeEk hOliDay..

mUz cOngRats mY mAMa 1st..
-sTay hAppI aLwAes..
-bLeSs yOu wIth wHole tRuCk oF gOod lUck
-aNd mUx zHao gU zI ji wOrz..

fRom Sun tIll mOn(20-21 mAr)
L>h3lp oUt wIf Mama's wEdDiNg..
L>haha ev3n hAf tIng & rOwe tO dO mAnicUre fOr uS..
..eVeryTink sO gOod..

Do nOthIng fOr tUesdAy cOs sTill hAvIng a War wIf hIm..
aNd fOr wEd aNd tHurs aLmost bOre tO dEath at Home..

fOr Fri.. hAfDa sEnd hIm oFf [dAvId]
sAd tO lEt hIm gO.. eV3n e mOss tEarlEss gUy `BenJamIn`
dRopp3d hIs tEars .. bUt iT's rEallY sHe bU dE..
w/o hIm nO mOre joY 4 tHem, cOs he's e oNe wHo cReaTe jOy aNd lAuGhter..
OuR nIte nEver bE hAppI w/o cIng hIm..
hE's aLwAes dEr3 fur mE.pEiZhen.hOng & wEi..
..+''cRy''+..

Sat wEnt tO waTch ^tHe eYE 10^
kIndA fUnnI sIA..
jUs tHe iMage mAke mE sCared..
aLmOst fInd mYselF dYing iN mY wOrLd oF iMaGinAtion..
aNd tHe wOrlD oF rElAtioNsHip.. sOrt oF =[ScAred]=

wAnt3d tO wAtch hOusE oF fUry aNd lOts oF sHow lEh..
hAhA wAnnA gO wAtch tIs tHurs wIth sHiL33n aNd gAls..

wHy m3 aGaIn..

2005-03-15T12:28:00.000+08:00

tIrEd tIrEd TiRed..
wHy dO i Fe3l sOOoo tIrEd..?
dUnno eIth3r..
wHy aM i aLwA3s the oNe tO cLeAr aLl tHe pRobLem sTaRteD bY yOu..
wHy dO u aLwAes hAve tO wAiT tIll i'm tOtallY bLanK OuT..
dEn yOu'll sTart tO nI pU..
i dUn nEed You tO dO anItInk To nI Pu..
wAt i Wan iS sOoo dAmn sImplE..
i jUs nEed sOmeOne bY my sIde..
tO sHare my happy.. sad anD sTuff..
nOt jus wAt tO sHow oThers..

Wat should i Say..

2005-03-13T09:08:00.000+08:00

tIs iS wAt i CopY fRom 3 fRi3NdsTer..
WhiCh i TinK i s tRue..
"When a GIRL is quiet,Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,She wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you,She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you",No one in this world can miss you more than that"
sO wAt dO u tInk i sHould Haf sAy..

cOmIng>>11-03-2005<<

2005-03-09T01:28:00.000+08:00

lOts Of tInks gOinG oN dUrIng tHis dAte..
1St~hIs 20th bIrThdAe
2nd~yaNg tAo,zIrOng,bAirOng gOinG iN lE..
3rd~CA1 on Com 4 biZ..

aNd i hAf a nEw niCk..
>>sHagUa
+++ a translate of applE [c5] in Korean..
<('00')>

nOt Ev3rYtHiNk wAs a Tr3asUre...

2005-03-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

sOmeTim3 dUn r3alLi noEs wAt shOuld bE sAv3d
aNd wAt sHouLd nOt b3..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
eV3rYtIm3 wH3n i iNteNd tO wAn Liu oNe tInk
iT tUrn oUt tO bE i sHouLdN't hAf dO iT..
oR iT aCtuAlli dOn't wOrtH tO b3 ke3p..
??wHy??
sOm3tIme feEl sO tIrEd tO tInk oF aNitInk
mIt3 aS wEll dUn tInk aboUt iT ..
bUt it jUs oNly rUnnIng aWay fRom iT..
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

tRe@sUr3 tHos3 aRound yOu..

2005-03-04T03:44:00.000+08:00

lAteLi lOts oF tInk hAppEneD..
oNe sAd InCideNt is mY cOllEagU3 pAst aWay dUriNg a tRip tO JB..
hE oNl! 19 tHis yEar, aLot oF tInk hE hAvEn cOmpLete aNd yEt iT's hIs tIme tO l3ave..
tInK hAppEn sO sUdd3nly tAt oUr mInd dUnnO eVen kNow hOw To rEaCt..
uPon hEaRing tHe nEws, i Was sTunnEd tOt iT wAs jUs a jOk3..
bUt i No3 it's sOmethInk sErioUs tO bE jOke aRouNd..
dOu i dUn rEall! nEw hIm bUt i'v3 sE3n hIm bEfOre..
hE wAs a aCtIve pErsOn.. bUt nOw hE iS a nOn-LivIng Tink..
eVeryTink nOw jUs bUriEd uNdEr..
SOo mUz nOe hOw tO tReaSure Urs hOr..
i WiLl tReAsUres mIne tOo aNd i wOnt lEt it rUn aWaY aGaIn aS iT's hArd tO wAit fOr aNotHer cHance tO hAppENn aNd wiLl iT hAppeEn fAst.. Or mAyb3 nO..

dUnnO hOw shoUld i rEaCt..

2005-03-03T06:57:00.000+08:00

+*HaI pAi*+

+'mEmOrI3s oF yOu'+

iT hAs bE3n a fEw dAys sInc3 we had pArt3d..

doN't Really kN0w hOw sHouLd r3Act iN fRonT oF yOu..

bEcauSe i wAnt yOu tO nOe tHat im hApPpI wIth my lIfE eVen w/o yOu..

bUt i nOe i cAnt.. wIthOut yOu mY wOrld dUn hAve aNy cOloUrs

eVery dAy onLy tEars In mY hEaRt nO mAtt3r wat m I dOiNg..

^dUriNg sChooL ^durIng Sle3pIng tIme ^dUring wHen i wAs aLoN3..

yOu hAvE nEv3r rEally leFt mY cYcl3.. wHen3vEr pLaCe i W3nt u'LL bE th3re..

yOu'll aLwA3s tOok a gLaNc3 aT mE bUt i pRet3nd nEver sAw iT jUst tO aVoid yOu..

hAo xIaNg ShUi>>rUn AwAy frOm rEaLiTy..

2005-03-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

tOday aNothEr bOrIng dAy..
hAvIng PE lAtEr aNd e wEathEr oUtsIde dAmn hOt sIa..
mAmI wOnt fOrgEt u dE lA.. hA..
mY mEmory cArd HaVe vEry hIgH kb de Horz..
bUt bEcAus3 iT sO pOwDerfUl tHat i cAnt eVen 4g3t tInks i wAnna fOrgEt..
*bu zhi bu jue nao zi ni dou shi ni*
hao xiang ni zai wo sheng bian..
dan shi you bu xiang zai geng ni chao jia..
bu zhi dao wei she me wo heng she bu de fang kai shou..
hao xiang hui dao guo qu, wo men dang chu ren shi de shi hou..
+'xIn sUi'+
>>WHY!!!<<
wHy do u lEt uS meT aNd mAke uS aPart aGaiN..
iT hAd bEen tHe sIxtH tIme sInce wE fIn@llY rEsT iN pEac3..
b3iNg tOgeThEr Eight mOnths pLus le.. gOiNg tO nIn3 oN tHe 10TH..
nOe u aLsO she bu de.. bUt i cAnt pOssiBly hUrt yOu oVer & Ov3r AgaIn..i Really miSs uR hUgx..
U sAy iT fEel rEal wHen dOing sO..
r3allY gOing tO siNg tEreSa's sOng lE..
>>[nAn wAng dE cHu lIan qIng rEn..]

G3tTiNg 'o' rEsUlt..

2005-03-01T09:03:00.000+08:00

hAix hAix.. fAilEd aGaiN..
wOrse tHan pRevioUs eXaMs..
>>Eng,7
>>Maths,7
>>Combined Sci,8
sO sTill nE3d tO gO bAcK sChOol g3t mY cErtIfIcAte..
wAsTe mOnEy, tIme aNd eNerGy..
sTill rEmemBer i Was qUrreLing wIth hIm dUriNg tAt cRiterIa pErIod..
hAha.. bUt nOt rEally aFfecTed..

rEmaiN mYseLf aT e eNd..

2005-03-01T08:50:00.000+08:00

oN 27th feb 0100hRs wE bReak oFf Le..
tHis tIme rOuNd iM dEt3rMined tO do iT..
bUt sTiLL i wAs aFraid..
aFrAid oF
>>hIs wOrDs..
>>>HiS tEars..
>>hiS fE3liNgs..
aNd i cAnt sTop [mYsElf frOm nOt tHiNkiNg oF hIm..]
nEitHer cAn i sTop [mySelf fRom nOt msGing hIm..]
i've aLreAdy uSed tO hIs pResEnce..
bUt im tRyiNg hArd tO mAnaGe iT..
wIth tHe hElp oF u>> wAnLing..
u Ke3p mE aCcomPany wHen u'Re fRee..
aNd rOw3, sHilE3n,jAime,And xIutIng wHen we'rE iN sKoOl..
wIthOut aLL of yOu tInK i wOnt b3 hAppY...

eVeryTinK bAck tO sQuaRe..

2005-02-25T03:53:00.000+08:00

FiRsTly, wAnna sAy sOrry mY fRenZ..
bEcAusE i pAtCh bAcK wIth hIm lE..
dUriNg tHe tWo dAys,
mAny oF tHosE wHo cOncErn aBoUt uS hAd CaMe to aSk mE..
>>wHy iN tHe 1St pLace dId wE bReAk?!?
"i aLso dUnNo hOw sHoUld i aNsweR..
maYbe i tIrEd of qUarreL wIth hiM..
Tat'S wHy bA.. aNd wE hAve cOmmUnicaTion bReak dOwn..
lEadIng tO QuaRrelliNg aLl tHe tiMe..
eVerYtInk sEems lIkE sPiNninG aRound mE..
gOnnA gEt a tErrIbLe hEadAcHe lE.."
hAix, Many pPl wIlL saE i No uSe..
wHy dId i wEnt bAcK tO hIm aGaiN..
tO be TrUth i aLso bU zHi dAo...

fEn sHou hOu dE dI eR tIan..

2005-02-24T06:40:00.000+08:00

tOday jUst LiKe aNy oThers dAys..
tHe oNly dIffeR3nce wAs u Wasn'T aT mY sIde nOw..!
i wAs sTiLl fEeliNg aBit lOss yEst3rdAy..
bEcAuse i waS tOo depenDent oN yOu..
bUt nOw i kNew acTually i CaN lIv3 w/o You bY my sIdE..
aLots oF fRenz wAs hEr3 tO aCcomPAny mE..
tHey wEr3 aLwaEs bY my sIde..
yOu oNly nO3 U aRe rIgHt ..
nO mAtt3r wat u hAve dOne yOu sTill e RigHT 1..
tHEreFore i dOn'T wIshEd tO oPpose yOu aNimOre..
aNd yOu wIlL aLwaEs rEmaIn tHe rIghT oNe..
bEst wIsheS tO yOu..

bU yI yAng dE nI..

2005-02-23T05:32:00.000+08:00

nOe u fOr eIght mOntHs aNd eLeven days lE bA..(nOt cOunTing tOdAys)
nEvEr wOulD i nOe yOu wilL uSe sUcH a tOne tOwArd mE..
hAix.. hUrt u rEallY dEep eNuff dUi mA..
wRiTe TiLl hEr3 rEc3ivEd uRs mSg.. u WeNt tO c dOc aBouT uR aStHmaS aNd mAigRain..
hOw R yOu lE?!?

>>fEn sHou nA yI tIaN..

2005-02-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

iN thE mOrnIng eVerYtiNk sEems FiNe.. sO wAs e AfTerNoon..
bUt nOt wHen iN tHe eVeninG..
rMb i wAiteD fOr U aT e tRaIn sTatiOn..
lEt U lIstEn tO e Ringtones i dOwnlOad lAteLy..
rMb tAt sOng yEsTerDay.. wE wEr3 hUmmIng aLl thE wAy Back..
sEems tO bE oUr lAst sOng.. bUt it ReAlly wAs..
dUi bU qI.. wO bU sHi yOu yI yAo sAnG hAi nI dE..
bUt wE aLwAes aRgUe oVer sMaLL mAttEr.. zHang tOng bU rU DuaN tOnG..
lEt's bReAk uP..!
yOu DidnT sAy aNitInk wEn i mEnTiOn bREaK..
yOu oNli sAy:"wei she me zai wo fu chu zhe me duo cai zhe yang dui wo""
hAix,, tInk rEally ChaNge fAst mUz rEaLly tReasUre tHem..
eVeryTinK bEcAme yEsTerDay nOw..

mOndAy bLu3..

2005-02-22T09:18:00.000+08:00

haIx tOdaY laT3 4 sKooOl aGain..
rIghT bEhInh t'cHer bAck..
haHA.. tOdaY dErE's a sPring cLeaniNg..
gEt tO cLean e WhIte boArd bEcAusE Im lAt3.. hAHa..
aNd i kNock rEal hArd on My hEad.. pAinFul Sia..
i mSg mY bOiBoi bUt hE plaYing sOcc3r sO lATer dEn rEplY mE..
bUt hE bEri gAn cHong,hE send mE sIx mSg becOs hAvIng lEssoN nV repLy hIm..
dEn hAppEn tO hEarD mY vOiCemAil wHiCh i sAvE yEst..
hAha.. hE tOt wAt hAppEn.. hAix.. sHort TerM sWeetNess...

dAyS w/O gRaCe mAmi..

2005-02-18T02:49:00.000+08:00

iT hAd aLrEady tHrEe days, aNd mAmi hAven cOme bAck yEt..
hAix mE aLso kEep oN fAllIng aSlp iN cLaSs..
dUn rEalLy LiKe sitTing aT hEr pLaCe..
iF sHe's sIttiNg dEre aLl oF uS wIll bE bAck tO tHose cHattY bOx dAys..
wOndEr whEn aRe u cOmIng bAck..
MissEs u lOtS...

>>cAReLeSsnEss<<

2005-02-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

hAix..
iT's bEen qUitE a nUmbEr oF tIme tIs lAtelY
i kE3p oN lOsinG tinkS aNd sPoiLt sMth..
1stLy, mY rIng lOst bCaUse it's tOo lOose
2ndLy, iS mY aNklEt e tWo hearT sPoiLt..
dEn fOllOweD By my bRaceLet sPOilT tOo..
hAix,,
dOes tIs mEan wE dUn hAf mUch YuAn fEn 2GethEr nEng...
dUnnO.. rEally DunnO..

wAt a dAy..

2005-02-16T04:50:00.000+08:00

tOday aNoTher bOring day.. cOs sTomaCh pAain..
soMemOre t'cher wAn uS tO RUN....
hAix hAvEn fUlly gEt mY my eNneRgY baCk..
fRom aLL sOrt of sTuffSs..
tHanKs tO wAnWan aLwAes gIf mE lOts oF sUppoRT..
aNd aLso gRace mAmi tHey aLl..
wIthOut tHem anD kAtheRine.. mAybE i aM nOt aBle tO wAlk dOwn tHe rOad bY mYsElf..

ValEntIne Day..

2005-02-15T09:15:00.000+08:00

tOdaY's vAlenTine dAy..
lAter hAviNg dInnEr wIth mY dEar..
wOnder wHere tO gO..
tOday rEceiVe aLot oF rOses..
fRom mAmi(gRace)
rOwEna
xIutIng
jAimE
sHilEEn
and sUping..
tHank tO theM haVe a sOOo sWeet Val..
cOs tOo much swEet and rOchEr.. hAha..

JelOusY II

2005-02-15T08:37:00.000+08:00

hAix wHy dOes sHe alWaes sMs U..?
RegArding *rEunIon dInner aT tAn Ping hSe..
*hEr pRoblEms..(wHo's KnOw)
yOuR sHare sEcrEt.. i dOesnT mEan tAt yOUr cAnt hAve sEcreT
bUt wHy oNli aMong u Two..
mAybe bOth oF u Grow uP 2gethEr sInce yOunG
sO uR pRob sHe cAn u'sTanD aNd hEr's u nOE..
bUt wHy dO u aLwaEs tAlk wIth hEr so sWeet So Sweet oN tHe pHone..
im nOt tRanSparent... eVen iF u WaN caN tALk ouT siDe lIvIng rOOm..
iF nOt wHy sHld i PaSs u e pHone aT e tAble..
bUt u stIll wEnt iNto e Rm..
iN fRont of mE u tAlk tO hEr

dOesnt sHe nOe u Haf a gIrlFrIend..
dOesNt sHE nOe tAt tIs mAy cAuse mIsU'Stand..
~sHe's a gIrl tOo rIte..
~sHe's tOo iN lOve b4..
~She's 2 Haf TeMpeR rIte..
^Was iT u sAy wHo nEvErmiNd tO cHAt..
^u Were E 1 wHo sTart iT oR hEr..

WHY DOES THIS ALWAES BOTHER ME??